jealousy gives u full privacy..

ppl wont invite u..

ppl wont care abt u..

pretending to be kind seems to cover up everything..

yes..I'm mourning for myself again..

but when u r really jealous..

u jz wanna slam them on the face..

aiyaiyai..

better shut myself up before attacking anyone on the planet..

if I knew it earlier I won't be asking her to go..

she's making me falliing to hell..

yes..hell..

we went to the concert..

and after opening up to her she's like..yeah..whatever..I saw smthing u didn't see..

I think blah blah blah is blah blah blah and talking to u is no fun at all..

duh~ that's y I ended up talking to my cous instead of ..sumone..

alright fine..I wanna stop my self frm talking before anything went dirty..

maybe it is my problemooo but I really unno..

ppl gone out with ppl and the worst ppl had already gone out with these ppl..

could it be I'm worse than the worst..?

I had a really bad image on sumone last time and it really sucks cz this one oso treated me like rubbish..again..

yet she's trying to cover it up with kindness which I dun really understand..

guess I'm thinking too much..

gotta shut myelf up right now before I start doing bad things agin..

sheeish..I'm d queen of jealousy~

still missing 1124..

but I'm tired to blab abt it now..bt i'll still talk abt some

it was fun..

but yeah..the sound system wasn't that perfect..

but if I can see TVXQ..it's fine^^

sorry for the grammar mistakes..I dun hv the mood to correct it @ d moment..

flashback:

1. Micky wore a long sleeve shirt woth holes in it and I saw his smexy nipples *blushes*

2. jae Joong splashed water @ me..and I'm nt kidding..he turned 360 just to wet those around the extended stage *lucky me^^*

3. a few stupid security guards kept on snatching cameras..I was lucky nt to be caught..

4. zhang Ri Yin's duet with Junsu is extraordinary..mz listen to her LIVE performance if u hv a chance..

5. during balloons..Yunho kept throwing stuffs @ my side..but the last object couldn't be released I dunno why...I couldn't grab it..thnx to the fans ==

6. Micky cant hit the notes right during one last cry..he seemed so...pain? but well..sexy is he coz he's wearing a white singlet *omg* pity he didn't threw his hat..

7. Yunho's solo spokesman didn't go really well..he moved the mic to us during the chorus part..bt we couldn't read Korean..we dunno how to sing..and well..it took him quite a while to realise this..then he sung d chorus part himself to remove the tight atmosphere..

8. the Famous "GO YUNHO GO YUNHO" part at the end was replaced by "GO JUNSU GO JUNSU"..and well he did a great job..he was so into it he can't stop..those butt are dang smexy XD

9. Jae Joong's Crying is splendid..I can assure u dat he's really hot dat night..my aunt and my mom loved him..bt cant remember his name tho..LOLs..they called him "the guy with golden hair" LOLs

10. Chang Min..well..this guy..such a serious guy..it took us a while to make him wave @ us..sheeish =D Chang Min Chang Min..dat's all we do when he approaches..haizzzzz.......

11. car chasing..? soory I didn't do that cz it was almost midnight..sum of the fans did..they said..during the chase..junsu look @ them through the window..and well..they didn't stop @ any bar like the rumours said..they just entered a Korean restaurant..and when they came down..Micky smiled @ the fans..well sum fans..the fans who wrote the whole incident in wretch....

12. saw them cumin down from the car..now that's what I do..it was like 5 secs..it happened when I went to the toilet..then I heard screams and well..i changed my direction..and..I saw jae joong first..den Max..den Yunho den micky and the last one is xiah~ Micky played his cellphone fer ur info XD I yelled hard..really hard..I even phoned my friend after that..

13. dance songs are lipsync..but i couldn't care much..maybe some might feel disappointed seeing them..I expected myself to respond that way too..but..during the concert it's completely different!!! you get really excited and yell and yell and yell..(if u are a crazy fangirl like me~)

14...well maybe there's no 14..cz I'm really lazy at the moment...

ooo..and one mroe..

2007 Golden Disk awards will have NO TVXQ!!

I've checked the site.. FT island, suju, bigbang, wondergirls,sonyeoshidae are confirmed to attend..

details..haha LOLs

20071214 5pm red carpet, 6pm start..as usual it is in d korea timezone..

haha..can't continue anymore..gaga~ flying off~

I was looking for a site, a tool, a software..or whatsoever just to gimme a free website hosting, free website builder and a free domain name!!!!

Apparently..no miracles appeared yet...

It's kinda hard..but still i won't give up =D

sometimes miracles do happen..

and one of them is happening soon..

I'm going to KL on Thursday..

and I'm seeing TVXQ..on Saturday..

waaaahhhh~

cum on baby~ oh yeah oh yeah~ * going mad*

I've waited for 6 hours!!

approximately 6 hours?

and what did I get?

No TVXQ?

I was prepared for it..

but then a few days ago there was news about TVXQ attending

ohmicky..tgcw..yunhobaidu.........

all of them stated it was an OFFICIAL NEWS..

I posted the news in my forum..

I made everyone excited

then I brought them to hell

U__U

some sacrificed their sleep just to watch the awards ceremony..

and I ruined their excitement..

who gave out the lame news..

who said xiah is gonna perform with BoA?

I was thrown to hell..

I missed my one million star just for MKMF!!

I missed the golden bell awards jus for MKMF!!

but well..sumthing did cum right..

Big Bang won an award (If I am nt mistaken..can't remember coz Im not really paying attention during the MKMF ceremony..I wandering here and there for TVXQ U__U)

and Dae sung cried..

he's so sweet~

I saw FT island performing with Younha..

Wonder Girls winning an award..

SUJU winning several awards..

this year..all the strong singers did not participate..

I mean..in 10 awards..you can see 8 of them with similar genres contain same nominees

the groups i remembered was:

Big Bang, Yangpa, SG wannabe, clazziquai & Epik high..

near the end..

u can hear them being repeated several times..

as for the girl battle dances..

I'll go for Wondergirls and CSJH The grace...

still..I'm under depression..no TVXQ in 2007...lame....

kinda miss my old bloggiey after using wretch for sum time..

and yeah..i didn't post anything in english for wuite a long time LOLZ

finally i found sum korean fonts to download..

I get really bored with my photoshop fonts and I went hunting for the creative chinese fonts, korean fonts and japanese fonts..

and guess what..I found a totally cool korean website..(with sum english on it XD) and I dwnloaded sum really cute korean fonts that are always found in those iple sites..

waahhh~ I love fonts XD